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my name is Todd sheets and I'm the host

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of night watch radio it's been about 10

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years now I've been doing Night Watch

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and it's an actual radio show we started

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out on terrestrial radio and stayed

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there as well as the Internet I mean now

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we've branched out we do internet radio

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as well but for about ten years now

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we've been going full force we've got

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affiliates in in several countries we're

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on like four hundred four stations

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worldwide including the BBC was the

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number one overnights in Australia

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Sydney and Melbourne the cities of

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Sydney and Melbourne it was pretty

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exciting because you know when I first

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started my mentor was art Bell he kind

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of pushed me to do this and and we've

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you know we've continued on and and

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we've stayed with it for a long time and

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I've seen the trends come and go and

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mainly it was because I was a horror

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film maker I made horror films and

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people I just had this huge love for the

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supernatural and the paranormal and

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things but I'd never directly been

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involved until about you know over the

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time I started the show and then people

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were inviting me along to become part of

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what they were experiencing and that's

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how I met the ghost hunters I'm really

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good friends with Jason and grant and

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we're you know kind of family really

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because I met them pretty much they were

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doing a pilot for a sci-fi channel and I

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was on my first year the radio show and

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we we hit it off and they started taking

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me around and I started doing

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investigations with them around the

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country at places that you could only

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dream of I mean these places are pretty

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amazing and and that's when I you know I

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was working at a location I believed it

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was haunted called the catacombs haunted

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house here in Kansas City and not only

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did I experience some of the most

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incredible activity you could ever

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experience there I also was experiencing

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things with Jason and Grant while we

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were out and and finding things like in

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the st. augustine's lighthouse hearing

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children laughing at 3:00 in the morning

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when there's obviously no children there

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was just a crew and us so there were

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some really interesting things that I've

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experienced and then I started really

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becoming a believer at that point more

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so than just like hey I like ghost

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stories and I like you know the

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paranormal and movies and things and

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books I always read a lot of books about

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werewolves and things but this was

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beyond that this was things I were I was

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actually experiencing these ghosts and

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it was pretty cool or whatever they are

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whatever they might be for me really the

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radio shows a weekly deal you know we do

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it once a week it may go two more days

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than that as things progress because you

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know we're picked up on so many networks

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but really we live this stuff 24 hours a

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day once you experience this and you get

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into it every day's an adventure and

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we're constantly exploring and finding

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new avenues as you can you know imagine

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we've gone to so many different states

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and here in the United States with so

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many incredible locations and and I've

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really learned so much I've learned

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about shadow people and I've learned

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about cryptozoology I've learned I'm

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learning about Bigfoot and stuff right

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now and I'm learning more about the

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beast of Bray Road and things like that

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and now we do our guests bring us a lot

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of this information we've met so many

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incredible people through the show but

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by inviting us along we experience what

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they experience and when we are able to

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see things you know firsthand and I like

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to look at things very open-minded I I

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don't have an agenda and that's I think

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very important in in the study of any

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paranormal research you know any kind of

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paranormal field whether it's Bigfoot or

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UFOs and the paranormal is only used I

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guess as a term because it's above and

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beyond what is considered normal but I

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think you have to be incredibly

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open-minded and have no agenda you know

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that means that you don't bring some

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kind of philosophy to the table that

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you're going to stick to no matter what

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because I think that's part of the

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problem even with science today as so

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many people they have one viewpoint and

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it's really hard to change that so I

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think if you come in with no agenda for

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for instance on Nightwatch when we have

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a guest they are the focus and they are

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the star of that moment and we give them

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full access to that stage and we don't

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push an agenda we ask them their

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philosophies their ideas their belief

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systems what their projects are what

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they are doing and their theories is

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everything right now is a theory and we

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don't argue we don't you know we take it

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all in because who's to say what's right

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and wrong at this point this is a very

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up until a few years ago no one would

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even mention ghosts or Bigfoot in the

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you know in the public it was like gods

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hushed they might talk to you about it

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you know you may go in and then they go

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hey I've got this thing in my closet but

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they've never say this out in the public

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things to shows like those tires and

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things like that in the popularity of it

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it has kind of become more common but

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it's in its infancy this this this field

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of study and research so to believe that

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you have the answers is pretty

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egotistical and arrogant no one has the

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answers right now all it is is theory

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and us doing the best we can to find

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answers for that so by the guests we've

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had and the experiences we've had going

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around the country and first-hand

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experience at these locations I like to

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think that we're kind of getting a

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database of our own you know in our own

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hearts our own minds and through our

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shows people that go and listen to night

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watch at night watch radio calm in the

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archive section they can hear ten years

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worth of research and theories from so

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many amazing people pretty much everyone

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in the paranormal field and beyond

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scientists that aren't even you know

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physicists people who aren't even

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necessarily in the field of paranormal

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research have been on our show and have

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given a lot of theories and a lot of

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ideas that I think the truth lies in

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there somewhere I think the truth is out

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and I think we can by working together

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with no egos and no attitudes I think we

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can learn from each other but there's so

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many people that sometimes block that

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from themselves by like I said before by

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basically just closing their minds to

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things and also by being very

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egotistical and prideful like this is

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our location you can't come here and

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investigate because if you may find

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something we want to find it who cares

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let's all find it together no location

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belongs to anybody let's all work as a

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unit here as a cohesive I used to

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believe in the word unity and I don't

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think that's necessarily something that

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can happen because people are so

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egotistical and so sure of themselves

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that nothing else seems to work but I'm

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telling you I believe with all my heart

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that by all of us coming together like

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we do on Nightwatch every week

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we can learn so much I have already

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learned so much changed my entire life

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you know well one of the things that

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I've learned kind of the hard way I had

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a heart attack and I never drink I've

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never done drugs I don't smoke

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I'm a nerd you know I'm a straight-up

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nerd and I'll admit it

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my advice is horror movies and Batman

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you know I mean I don't I don't really

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do anything so it was weird because I

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had a heart attack and I literally had

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open-heart surgery I had quadruple

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bypass surgery and then I had

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complications from that because they cut

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my lymph gland and they had to do a

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second surgery laparoscopic they said oh

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problem four and a half hours later it

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was still I still was just coming out I

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had a near-death experience I'd never

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believed in those I actually experienced

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something I traveled somewhere i

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flatlined briefly and I didn't even find

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out about that until three weeks after

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the surgery you know I finally was told

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what really happened but I did flatline

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briefly it was a scare I scared

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everybody and I didn't even know it

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because as far as I knew I was in the

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middle of his desert somewhere with

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these beings I wouldn't want anyone to

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see them because they were weird and I

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that these guys were ethereal beings and

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they were kind of dark scary guys they

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had glowing like green ember eyes and

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they were basically black outlines

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craggly looking shapes that were kind of

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humanoid but weird and they were telling

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me I needed to go in this tunnel that

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was to the right it was a concrete

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looking tunnel going down into the sand

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but on the left I saw this Aladdin

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looking weird City in the middle of this

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desert and I heard sounds from there and

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people and I saw lights I said I don't

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think I'm going there that looks like

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you may not be a good idea I'm gonna go

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here because I'm a rebel I admit it I do

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what I want so I went down that hill and

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I went and I'm start searching I

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couldn't find any people in this place

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but I finally through all these doorways

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found one that was cracked open and

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light was coming out and when I went to

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that door and I opened that door

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suddenly

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I was back in my own eyes in the

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hospital it was the weirdest experience

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I could ever I don't even know how to

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explain it but it's like I almost saw

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through the eyes and zoomed into them

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and at that point I realized a lot of

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the things that I thought were fantasy

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or that I in in my field I make horror

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films that are distributed worldwide and

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and that's one of my main focuses I

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think I looked at all that as fantasy

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and as something that wasn't necessarily

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real but after that experience you know

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and the experiences I've had like I said

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at the catacombs Building where a

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swinging rope bridge it was at a

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commercial haunted house as the

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catacombs and we had a rope bridge that

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would swing by itself at 3:00 in the

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morning and slam into the walls of

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things and lots of things happen I had a

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friend died there in my arms he was he

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was a tragic accident he was killed

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there in the elevator I held him in my

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arms but before that there were all

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these weird warnings in that elevator

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things like our walkie-talkies would

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come on and spring to life but they

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would be playing 30s music like old

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crack crack II you know kind of 30s

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music like the flappers would dance to

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and things like that and we had things

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falling from the top that would land in

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that elevator shaft when there was no

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lumber up there at all but somehow it

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came flying there was a lot of really

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weird things that happened that led up

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to when you went after the tragedy and

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you looked back on it I think they were

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signs but you don't know that until

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retrospect again another thing that kind

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of made me believe in all of this being

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real and then after the near-death

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experience I kind of put everything

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together and since then I've felt a lot

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more connected and a lot more sensitive

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and it seems like a zero in on things

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really well I'm not saying I'm psychic

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I may be sure I believe in psychic you

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know what I mean I think people are

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intuitive and I think everyone's born

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with a sixth sense that we just don't

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use anymore because if animals have it

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why wouldn't we we're mammals you know

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they say we're more advanced than dogs

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but I think my dogs smarter in a lot of

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ways my dog knows when the storms come

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in and I don't I kind of do now because

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of my surgery but I could feel it you

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know I feel under the pressure changes

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but my dog knows when

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things are happening and I'd uh dear you

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know all these animals I think humans

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have the same thing and I think maybe

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after this near-death experience it kind

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of woke mine up a little bit because I

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feel things and I noticed things that I

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never really knew before so on a

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personal level yeah I I believe that

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thanks tonight watch my whole world

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opened up and I think without night

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watch when I had that heart attack it

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would've been even worse I mean it's a

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scariest experience that you could ever

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imagine it was terrifying I thought I

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was never coming out I was in the

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hospital a month in a day and I thought

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I was gonna die in there honest to god

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but because of night watch I wasn't it

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was it was better for me it was I was

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able to understand maybe where I was

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going a little better and what I might

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find there you know so I think it's very

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important to keep your mind open keep

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your heart open and your stand your

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perspective open and you know try to be

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just like a sponge soak it all in and

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I'm not telling you to believe

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everything cuz like with me and psychics

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I'm still skeptical as hell but I'm like

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look I can't say it doesn't exist

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because in my mind we are so small in

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this universe everything is possible

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everything is possible we don't know a

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thing we're just humans and there's so

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much bigger the whole universe there's

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so much bigger and better than us

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everywhere so we're a part of it and we

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need to learn to be a part of it instead